Sunday, September 16, 2012

MY FIRST DAY

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PS 48
KINDERGARTEN
MONOLINGUAL SPANISH

She was quite scary at first.
Hair, a red halo of frizz.
Skin, a white sheet
speckled with rusted polka dots.
Two long stiff sticks carried her clumsily
in that big green dress that rustled,
making noise she combined with guttural sounds
so frightening,
incomprehensible all.
I was so small.

I cringed not knowing what to do.
Should I hide?
Perhaps die
in this torturous room?

Then she touched my hand
in language so clear
told me I was dear,
that I belonged here
with the others mixed, playing.

It didn't take long for me to relax,
to see that the room was a place full of laughs
where I'd play funny games
and begin to grasp
beauty of difference
in people, numbers, letters
and colors unmatched.

Gratefully, I smile recalling that day.
Initiation - to some of the best,
and some of the worst -
elements of survival,
learning process
not yet fully understood.

Though persistently I was taught
benefits of melting in a pot,
not being the best student,
I retained my native tongue.
Instead of melting, I remained
part of diverse blended stew,
but entirely one.


(Submitted to Dverse Poets, where the topic is "the first time".
and to Poets United.)















20 comments:

  1. I am glad you did not 'melt' in the melting pot, but kept two languages.

    On another note, I was one who was very afraid to go to kindergarten. In fact, my VERY first memory is standing holding my mother's hand and not wanting to go down the stairs to the kindergarten classroom. Somehow I, like you, learned to survive....we all have to overcome our fears and hesitations, though they still may haunt us later in life as well.

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  2. "Hair, a red halo of frizz.
    Skin, a white sheet
    speckled with rusted polka dots.
    Two long stiff sticks carried her clumsily
    in that big green dress that rustled" awesome description!

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  3. nice....love that bit about not melting into the pot myrna...i am glad you could fit in and still be yourself...sometimes it takes just one person giving us that reassurance...i am glad you had her to give it to you...smiles....

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  4. i'm glad she was there and could catch you, give you the hold you needed - and i'm also glad that you could be yourself but still fitted in...love that you americans use the german word kindergarten - it means childrengarden if you translate it..

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  5. What a kind teacher.......and brave little girl! So lovely. My two youngest were very scared of kindergarten too those first days.

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  6. Oh, Myrna! You allowed me to love that teacher and admire the child you were. What a wonderful tribute to the time and the experience.

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  7. I can relate to this very well ~ I think its important to retain one's native tongue, to blend in for the sake of peace, but knowing your roots as well ~ Wonderful share ~

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  8. I would imagine a small child may be quite intimidated by the sight of this lady and yet, she seems to have been able to put you immediately at ease, she must have had such a gentle charm that you knew instantly wasn't at all threatening. A lovely start to your schooling days.

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  9. the notion of blending, melting, early fear, misunderstood, settling in. initiation-such a profound term, love the way it fits perfectly here. Strong write. really enjoyed this. Thanks for sharing tonight

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  10. "Skin, a white sheet
    speckled with rusted polka dots" - Made me think of the movie "Alice in Wonderland."

    "Though persistently I was taught
    benefits of melting in a pot,
    not being the best student,
    I retained my native tongue.
    Instead of melting, I remained
    part of diverse blended stew,
    but entirely one."

    The last lines are so very poignant, Myrna. Many times, the idea of a single global language and all that crap creates a homogenous identity completely wiping out our native identity and tongue. I am glad that now you can dabble in both Spanish and English. I have seen many children who know only English inspite of coming from places where the languages are just so vibrant and lovely to hear. Proud of you, dear Myrna.

    Joy always,
    Susan

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  11. Teachers reaching out: one of the greatest gifts.
    You were lucky and clever enough to feel her talent.

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  12. First day at kindergarten is certainly one of the first time events that would occupy our minds.The fears , the anxiety beautifully depicted in your poem :) Very apt response to the poetics prompt!

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  13. Very inspirational. Kindergarten is a new territory for a little kid. Its a memorable event in our lives. Where we are terrified at first to enter its unknown world and we cling tight to our parents.
    Artificial grass

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  14. Pleased that you didn't 'melt' in darling! Enjoyed very much also your previous Mother in Law poem....bravo!

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  15. I can relate to this poem so much, Myrna. Not only of my first day in class and staying in a boarding school but also because my son is experiencing the same thing in college...away from home for the first time and missing me...It brings to memory his first day in kindergarten...

    http://rimlybezbaruah.blogspot.in/2012/09/is-this-love.html

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  16. So beautiful poem indeed...I am feeling blessed to read this awesome one....this poem perfectly depicted the feelings of the special moments..

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  17. Thank you for this candid poem. Very beautiful.

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  18. Well done. It's so important to go beyond the surface.

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  19. just wanted to pop in and say hello...hope life is going well for you myrna..

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